Long Absence.

sorry guys fr going MIA for a while.
well i don't think 'a while' might explain it but i'm back blogging and that's good news right?

things are going nuts these days. problems are overlapping on one another. crisis starts emerging and hope starts fading.

but hey, when there's a will, there's a way right mate?

if you all are wondering, i am just fine. its just that due to my lazy arse syndrome, i restrict myself from blogging hahaha.

oh okay, my latest dilemma that i wanted to highlight is my MARA loan application for my cadet pilot training. its not something i like to talk about but i will share it with all of you since some of you here don't really know who i am =).

i submitted my MARA application a LOOOONG time ago.it was in december last year i think.but i only managed to complete the form on february this year due to my my shallow knowledge for not getting the admission letter from APFT and hell, i was having a bad time convincing my dad to spoon out the 15k deposit to obtain the letter.

the worst part was, a week or two after i submitted the letter,i was informed that the interview will be conducted somewhere in the same month and yes i know my name would be shortlisted. but you just have to try now did ya?. yep turns out my predictions were true. there's no way my name would be in the database that fast.

WHAM!!!!!!.

as you all know, there were many recent changes in our country this year, mostly done by the government themselves. change this change that, shift this, shift that, my god they really nailed it. i mean, couldn't it be done later? oh i sayyy "after i get my bloody loan?"

many of my compatriots like myself are suffering from the same problem as you all know many of us bumi's rely solely on MARA because of the benefits they offer. its practically irresistible ya know? and now the economy crisis strikes hard on the face of the earth and affecting the amount of funds the government can get to spend on us. so basically we're on ground zero, going back to the drawing board to find other alternatives in order to support our dreams.

but hey, i forgot to mention. those who send their application forms after february got a letter from MARA stating that their application can't be considered and yet some of my friends including myself, haven't got the letter 'yet'.

i mean, i was wondering.. maybe there's a slight possibility that some of us went through? and will be given a chance to obtain the loan? god knows. thats what i'm hoping for the most right now.
If not, either try the bank or refinance the house then which neither both i hope it does not come to.

Dear God, i'm so freaking scared to check my mails nowadays. I'd scare any postman that comes near my house ;)

The Queen of Hearts. ILYSDM

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you.. happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you MOM!!!. I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!!!!!

ure the best theing that has ever happened to me.
i love you so so much!!.
gosh i dont know where to start.
thank you for giving birth to me.
thank you for loving me.
thank you for feeding me.
thank you for standing up to me.
thank you for covering me.
thank you for nagging me
thank you for supporting me
thank you for being there throughout my pain and happy moments.
thank you for making me feel special.
thank you for making me to be the person who i am right now.
thank you for teaching me how to be independent.
thank you for being so carefree and sporting.
YOU PAINT MY LIFE.

Each and every moment of my life is incomplete without you.

Finally, THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT MOM!.

MUMMY, AIT SYG SGT KAT MUMMY SMPI NAFAS TERAKHIR. I WANT YOU TO LIVE FOREVER ;)

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dapat mencapai segala apa yg diinginkan serta gembira menjalani kehidupan bersama orang yang tersayang.

one of the greatest mother one child could possibly have was born on 20th of April, more than 4 decades ago.

anyone who wishes to wish my mother a happy birthday please do so by leaving a comment in the comment box. thank you.

Wekkkkkkkkkkk. :P

to a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very important important important important important important important important important important important important person to me, today was her birthday. just now when i was Google-ing for a perfect birthday song for her, i found this particular song. so i would like to dedicate this awesome and meaningful song to her as a part of my birthday present for her special day.

her birthday was on the 21th of April 1990. which marks the 19th year of her existence. happy sweet 19 to u ;). as u grow, i will always be by your side to support you. may ALLAH bless your soul with infinite love, fortune and many more. as i promised, this is for u MISS D.

Tulang Blakang saya Sakit.

adoii.
ntah knape ntah.
tetibe jek ley sakit.
aku ni ade osteoporosis ke?
cam muda sgt je tulang aku nak retak hahah.
meibi tensen sgt kot?
ke pemalas sgt.
korang rase?